She asked for my cell number. I gave it, didn't ask for hers. I knew I didn't stand a chance with her. She said I was a nice guy and closed the door.
A week later, while cleaning the flat, I found a black scarf. She had left it on the couch. I was amazed that she had really existed, entered the apartment, taken something off. I pressed my face against the wool. There wasn't much of a scent left. Regardless, the scarf saved my day.
The next day, it enforced my sense of utter failure in every field I'd tried my hand at, and in those I hadn't tried and wouldn't try to boot - for me, a failure was as certain as the dusk that wrapped each day in its toxic embrace. I liked the dusk. It informed everybody that soon we could all be put to sleep.
Am I a pedophile now?
Disneyland Nazi Parents Bring Me Down |
I was supposed to talk about something else, something serious. Well, I'm out of words.
IED is what I need, but I can't improvise.
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